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.” Cam explained.“Since turning sixteen, I’ve lived in a world full of ‘Yes’.‘Yes, you’re hired.’, ‘Yes, I want to date you.’, ‘Yes! I want to fuck you!’ I’m not used to hearing, ‘No’.It depresses me.”Grant felt as thick as a brick.What in the world was CC saying? “But who said ‘no’,” and to what?”“You,” he replied.“I asked you to live with me, and you said, ‘I need more time to think.I asked you to spend last night with me, and you said, ‘No! I need to be alone.’”Grant couldn’t believe his ears! “And that’s why you’re sulking?”On the one hand, Grant was heartsick to see Cam this way.On the other hand, he was flattered to think that he could so powerfully affect the superstar’s mood.Can what I say and do possibly be so important to him? How is this possible?Cam remained sullen.“You rejected me.What do you expect? I didn’t sleep at all last night.”Grant’s heart pounded wildly.“I didn’t reject you.And I didn’t say ‘No’ to spending the night with you because I don’t care – or because I didn’t want to…“Cam, please look at things through my eyes.Have you any idea what it is like to meet you? Don’t you know the effect that you have on people? You may think of yourself as a lucky bastard upon whom Dame Fortune smiled.I think differently.For me, yesterday was overwhelming.Meeting you, the sex, the dinner, and then the house… You blew me away.I was overwhelmed.“I’m conflicted about the house.I couldn’t spend last night with you, because I desperately needed alone time.”The look CC flashed him told Grant that Cam didn’t understand.He took a while to collect his thoughts, and then he told Grant, “I guess I don’t know that meeting me is overwhelming, or why it should be.I enjoy all of the attention I get from my clients and the fans.But I don’t understand it.”Cam’s voice told Grant that a lump had formed in his famous throat.“You see, Grant, I was the kid who wore a scoliosis brace all through fourth grade.I was the kid told that my purple eyes were freakish and girlish.I was the boy who got chosen last for every team – the one who spent two summers learning how to swim.”He cleared the lump from his throat before continuing.“So there are many things I don’t understand about the last five years.But it’s a thrilling ride and I roll with it.” Gently, Cam took Grant’s hand into his own.“But I do understand what it’s like to want someone so much, you know your heart will break if you can’t have him.“You may think it’s absurd…” He lifted Grant’s hand to his lips and tenderly kissed it, “…but I’ve fallen in love with you.”Grant was speechless.So CC simply pulled Grant into a deep, long kiss.It no longer mattered to Grant that Cam was the gay Brad Pitt, or that his image blanketed the media.By some miracle, Cam wanted him.When their kiss finally ended, Cam said, “Don’t believe my publicity, Grant.I sure don’t.I’m not a player.Maybe when it all started – years ago.But now, I’ve been there, done that.I need something more—something real.Let me find it with you.”Tears sprang to Grant’s eyes.Why me? God? Why did you save this world-class prize for me?Apparently Cameron Cody isn’t exempt from normal human emotions and needs.Perhaps he has the maturity to live up to his desire for something more, for something real, for me.Then and there, Grant surrendered to Cam, totally and completely.Grant looked directly into his co-star’s sleep-deprived, puffy eyes.They had lightened to their customary violet.He said, “Listen up, Mr.Cody.I’m frequently wrong.But I’m never insincere.I say what I mean, and I mean what I say.Stick around; you’ll see.”“Stick around.” Cam brightened visibly.“That sounds like an invitation.”“It is an invitation – and not one that I’m accustomed to extending.” Grant scooted closer to Cam; he put his arm around him.And then, he pulled him into another deep, long kiss.With Grant’s kiss Cam’s energy returned - his face animated and brightened.No doubt about it.I’m taking a chance on love.§ § §Day two of the shoot was all Jailhouse and no Cock.Having thrown CC and Grant together sexually on Day One, Baxter shot all of the expository scenes on Day Two.For their sophomore day, Grant and Cam were joined by several other actors/inmates on the set, but the love birds hardly noticed them.With nothing but back-story to shoot, their red-hot sexual yearning was denied release.Finally, at six-seventeen, Baxter called it a wrap.“How about soup, salad and sex at my place?” Cam asked Grant, as they changed back into street clothes.“Sounds perfect!” Grant exclaimed, his body a mass of longing.How will it be—giving my body, for the first time, in a long time—in love?§ § §Cameron Cody’s elegant two-bedroom apartment off Sunset Boulevard, near Laurel Canyon, was in a lovely Spanish-style courtyard.A showplace, it sported stunning cherry wood floors, a formal dining room with a sky-light, and a magnificent two-level living room with a massive stone fireplace.Wistfully, Grant looked around.“Your place is spectacular!” he decreed.Cam’s face brightened momentarily, but then his eyes narrowed; it made them look sad.“Spectacular, yes – but lonely, too.Growing up, I had my grandparents living with me, as well as my folks – and sometimes, an aunt.I don’t like living alone.” With his fingers, Cam tenderly raised Grant’s chin.“But why are we talking about my apartment?”Cam kissed him, hard and long.All other thoughts melted away, including those of soup and salad.Theirs were two minds with a single thought.Sex!By the time they reached the bedroom, they were both naked and erect.They fell onto Cam’s California king-sized bed, bent on giving vent to their pent-up passion.As their bodies slapped together, Grant felt yet another explosive jolt.His third.But, this time, it wasn’t the life-threatening lightning bolt he had twice experienced yesterday.This one was life affirming, loving - equally exciting, but in an empowering, and not a life-threatening, way.The fireworks shooting into space during the opening credits of Love, American Style, came to mind.Yesterday, on the set, CC had told Grant that he’d been born to be fucked.Now Grant thought, Guess what? I was born to fuck you! Maybe even born to love you!Gently, lovingly, Grant rolled Cam onto his stomach.He crawled between Cam’s thighs, and propped himself up with a hand on each side of CC’s legendary ass.Grant parted Cam’s buttocks.There wasn’t even a trace of fur in his butt cleavage.Grant’s tongue traced a path around, and then into, Cam’s hole.It’s one thing to look smooth.That’s easily accomplished.It’s a horse of a different color to taste smooth.And that’s exactly how CC tasted – kind of ‘fresh from the shower’ smooth.Grant’s mouth took its time feasting on, and inside, Cam’s ass.This was too good to rush – too tasty to be hasty.After Grant’s appetite for ass-eating had been satisfied, CC simply rolled over onto his back.He pulled Grant into a sequence of kisses, their bodies pressed tightly against one another.It was thrilling.Cam was his perfect sexual partner; the glove fit, and Grant could not quit
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