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.He squirmed William held him downwith a firm arm over his abdomen, and Harte pinned his shouldersto the bed as he plundered Ellis s mouth.He moaned William smouth was wicked and Ellis couldn t hold back, letting Harteswallow his sounds or drown them with noises of his own.And hecame hard and sudden and he tried to pull away, to not sullyWilliam s mouth like that, and he broke away from Harte s kiss towatch, horrified and aroused as William swallowed around hisstill-hard cock, taking everything like Ellis had practised so hard todo.When he moved down to return the favour to William, he wasstopped.William shushed him and kissed him and laid him backagainst the pillows.They curled around him until his body wascovered by their limbs and by their kisses.Being pinned down likethat should have been uncomfortable.It should have made him feelsuffocated.It didn t.They were anchoring him, keeping himtethered, and he felt safe, secure.He knew exactly where he wassupposed to be.They did that for him.He must have slept, for he certainly felt groggy and couldn taccount for the darkness of the room.He opened his eyes slowly,not wanting to give himself away if Master if William was inthe room.He was.Harte was gone.He sort of remembered that happening.Hartehad said his show was on.William had asked him to call the officeand tell them he wouldn t be coming in.Harte had laughed andsaid, He s got you wrapped around his little finger, and Williamhad said, He needs me.And Harte had sounded so serious whenhe d responded, I know. Awake? William was groggy, too.Ellis was glad he wasn tthe only one.He nodded, not thinking that William might not to beable to see it in the dim evening light. I want to talk about what happened at Jude s, Ellis.So we regoing to go to your room.Do you know why?Ellis almost shook his head, but the memory was suddenly sostrong and so clear that it was a wonder he d allowed it to drift intothe recesses of his mind at all. Safe, he whispered.He could feel it even now.Safe. Good boy. The words sent a pleased shiver all over Ellis sbody. Let s go.Once in his own room, Ellis stood at the doorway and lookedin, amazed.He wasn t sure if he d expected it to be different oranything like that, but it certainly wasn t.It was exactly the same.The white walls were almost glaring in their purity, and the redbedspread stood out like a beacon amidst the calm surroundings.Ellis gravitated toward it like he had so many month ago alifetime, really and sat upon it, digging his fingers into thebedclothes and enjoying the way they slipped through, so soft andyet resilient, still there even though he d disappeared.How longwould the room have stayed his without him in it?On impulse, he opened the nightstand drawer.His cassetteplayer and tapes sat in there just as he d left them. I m sorry, Master, he whispered.He wished he could havetaken them with him.How he could have used William s voice onthe dictated tapes& But it would have been a crutch he couldn tafford. I hope you aren t concerning yourself with such things,William chided. I understand you better than you know.While Iwill admit to hoping you would take it, I imagine if you had, youwouldn t have been able to bring it with you when you left.The words made Ellis remember what else he hadn t been ableto bring. My cock ring, Master, the one you gave me& William sat up against the headboard and opened his arms. Come here.Ellis obediently climbed into his lap, folding himself into thewarmth that was becoming familiar again. I m glad it got left behind. Master? Because I don t want you to think that your pleasure isn timportant to me.That I would deny you yours while taking mine.Iknow that s what happened to you.You forget, I know knewJude.I have a good idea of what you went through.I& Williamtrailed off and Ellis wanted to press him to continue, but he foundthe words wouldn t come.Instead, he touched William s cheek,stroking along the bristly jaw, liking the darkness against his palefingers.William drew in a deep breath and said, I ll never forgivemyself for allowing you to go to him.I thought& His femaleslaves were treated well, according to Nell, and I thought he justdidn t like Fen.I didn t know& that you would be treated likethat
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