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Tom Ellis asked."The first time, I mean?"He had to ask the one question that was absolutely the worst question he couldpossibly ask.She shook her head."Jesus!" he said.She wished the floor would suddenly open up and swallow the entire damnedmotel room.He put his hand on her back.She squirmed away from the contact."If I had known," Tom announced, half apologetically, half righteously, "Iwouldn't have done it." He is letting me know that I seduced him, Diannethought, and then realized that was ridiculous.Virgins don't go aroundseducing men.Except she had.His hand touched her again, lower down.She stiffened but did not jump away.The telephone rang."Oh, my God!" Dianne said.He chuckled, and she turned and glowered at him."Jesus Christ," he said,wonderingly, "you're beautiful!""Yeah," she said bitterly.The telephone rang again."Answer it, for God's sake!" Dianne said.Page 123ABC Amber Palm Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.htmlWith a sudden movement, and with such strength that she could not resist, hereached up and pulled her down against him.Her face was against his chest,and she could feel his heart beating as he stretched out and picked up thetelephone."Lieutenant Ellis," he said.She felt his hand move under her sweater and the balls of his fingers caressingly possessively, run over her backbone.He laughed."I'm very glad to hear that, sir," he said to the telephone.Sherelaxed her torso against his, marveling again at how hard his chest was."Yes, sir, I'd love to see it," he said."I'll leave right away, sir.Thankyou for calling."If he was leaving, that meant she would have to get up.Dianne didn't likethat.She wanted to stay right where she was forever.He stretched again as he replaced the telephone in its cradle, and then he laydown again.She felt him tugging at her sweater.What he was doing, sherealized, was pulling it and her bra up, so that her breast would be nakedwhere it pressed against him."Oh, my!" he said, when they had finished what they wanted."You went to sleep," she accused."Did I?" He sounded surprised."You did," she said."I'm awake now," he said, and then he chuckled."All over."He took her hand and pushed it to his crotch.She balled her fist.The nerveof him! How dare he do that!But she let it touch her hand.It was hard again.She opened her eyes andraised her head just enough to look down there.It was standing up, sort ofcurving in her direction.Her balled fist opened and closed around it."You must think I'm a slut," she said."I think maybe I'm in love with you," Tom said."Oh, you shouldn't have said that!" she said."Probably not," he agreed.Why did you have to say that?"I have to go," he said."Where? Who was that?""We have blown up the water tower," he said."You said that before," she said, with one part of her mind."What are youtalking about?"Page 124ABC Amber Palm Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.htmlThe other part was thinking that if she just rolled over a little on him, shecould stick it in her.There had been a dirty movie at the house, and therehad been a scene of a girl sitting on a man.It was the first time Dianne hadever considered it possible to do it that way."My A Team is destroying your campus," he said, laughing.She really didn't hear what he had to say.She rolled over on him and put him in."Jesus!" he said."You like that?""Oh, God, yes!"She moved up and down on him.It was wild.She was sore, but that didn't seemto matter."Take your sweater off," he said."I want to look."She pulled her sweater off, and the brassiere.She looked down at him and ather breasts, and then glanced and saw her reflection in the mirror over thewashbasin in the bathroom.She felt the trembling, and the tremors, and the shortness of breath startingall over again.She heard him saying something and forced herself to pay attention."I love you," he said."Me too.me too.me too," she said and then the convulsions came over herand she collapsed on him, and she thought that would be the end of it, but hegently turned her over and kept at it, and as if from a distance, far off, sheheard her voice calling his name over and over.(Five) The Delta Delta Delta House Duke University Durham, North Carolina 082SHours, 12 December 1961Dianne saw the Jaguar pull up in front of the house, but she could not forceherself to go down to face him.It was daylight now, and a new day, and the craziness had left her.Last nightit seemed like a splendid idea to have breakfast with Tom.Now it seemed likea lousy one
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