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.Icould hear my father's old clock ticking on the wall.The sound of my old Labrador, Blue-Boy, snoringand dream yipping, drifted in from under the kitchen table in the family room to my far right.Floating higher above the roof, I swooped down through the garden and looped back up high,just grazing the dark-gray underbelly of a heavy storm cloud in the process.The sensations comingfrom my physical body eased the higher I went, soon stopping altogether.When I floated back downto the roof again, the tugging sensation began again.This was getting really weird, I thought.I had often wondered at the real cause of the proximity reaction between my projected andphysical bodies.Many times I had felt myself being in more than one place at the same time,sometimes even flickering back and forth between my two bodies.But, I asked myself again, howcould that be? It didn't make sense.If I was up here, then how could I be down there at the sametime? Surety, once I left my physical body I was out of it and my body was left empty behind me, amere hollow shell.or was it?My physical body was less than twenty feet below me at this time.I was intrigued now anddecided to devote the rest of this projection to investigating proximity and duality sensations a littlemore closely.Passing through the roof, I watched the insides of tiles and timbers and plaster sheetingas I passed through them.I could feel resistance and texture and could even taste their dusty acridflavors.Each type of matter looked quite different from any other and all were brightly illuminated onthe inside, not dark as you might expect.Projected + Physical BodiesAs I came through the ceiling, I saw my physical body in the armchair, right where I'd left it.Atthe same time, though, I also became fully aware of myself sitting in the chair, watching my ownprojected double coming down through the ceiling, I was seeing myself floating down through theceiling, as well as seeing myself sitting in the armchair both at the same time! It was me sitting inthe chair, watching my projected double floating down through the ceiling.But, it was also me floatingdown through the ceiling, watching myself sitting in the chair, while also watching my projecteddouble watching the other me sitting in the chair.I was aware not only of both sets of vision, but of both sets of thoughts, from both sides at once.I was aware of being aware of both sets of thoughts, and of being aware I was aware of being awareof being aware of both sets of thoughts, and this was swiftly compounding and getting worse.Thiswas not only mind-blowing and confusing, it was also starting to make me feel quite ill.both of me.An important aspect of this experience is that until my physical aspect saw its projected doubleentering the room, it was totally unaware its earlier projection attempt had been successful.Luckily,at mis time, my physical aspect was experimenting with real-time sight, and was observing andstudying the room around it If not for this factor, I doubt I would ever have discovered the mind-split.Nor would I have experienced the full-on duality and astral-feedback effects that occurred,which gave me such an insight into the nature of the mind-split.My physical aspect was only momentarily surprised when it saw its own projected double.Assoon as it connected visually, a strong telepathic link formed between them and memories floodedboth ways.An exchange of memories occurred between my physical and projected aspects.Bothaspects, physical and projected, then knew exactly what had happened to each other from themoment of separation, when the mind-split had initially occurred, until then.This provided me with aunique experience: that of having two completely different sets of memories, for a single time period,coexisting within my mind (within both aspects of my mind) at the same time.Physical BodyAs stated, my physical aspect was aware of attempting a projection and feeling the usualenergetic sensations associated with a powerful real-time exit.These sensations had thenstopped cold, leaving my physical aspect sitting in the chair wondering what had gone wrong.It (I) decided to carry on with some energy work and real-time sight experiments.Myphysical aspect was totally oblivious, at this time, that it had already successfully projected its21real-time double.My physical aspect felt a little heavy and sluggish after the supposedly failedprojection attempt, with all the symptoms of a fairly deep trance.I also had fairly strong real-time sight, and could see the room much clearer than before.This was all fairly normal for the type of meditation and energy work I was doing at the time.Idid not suspect that anything extraordinary was happening to me at this time.I decided to play around with real-time sight instead of falling back into a more abstractmystical state of deep trance meditation.I studied the room around me, slowly shifting myview so I could see behind me without physically moving.I was moving my etheric bodyaround, quite literally, inside my own skin
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